I MELT in Your +Peace+

All I can say is that I am SO overwhelmed by God's grace and love that He has for me. I have an enormous amount of peace that covers me that I don't think I have ever had in my life (at least not that I can remember). I am BLESSED. I am surrounded by the AMAZiNG works He has done in my life. It's all because of Him that I am who I am today and that I am surrounded by the people that are so significant in my life and who are as on fire for Him as I am. I truly believe God has His hand over my life and things that I didn't understand and certain events that took place in my life before, make PERFECT sense now. Isn't God just AWESOME?! Kennedy went to sleep earlier than usual so I have had more time to myself tonight. Of course, my attention went straight to wedding planning and as I went on different websites I ended up pulling youtube up to look for some worship music for the ceremony. I was listening to Kari Jobe and even though I have heard her song "The More I Seek You" before. Tonight I was paralyzed by it. Here are the lyrics:

The more I seek You, the more I find You

The more I find You, the more I love You.

I wanna sit at Your feet, drink from the cup in Your hand,

Lay back against You and breathe, feel Your hearbeat.

This love is so deep, it's more than I can stand.

I melt in your peace, it's overwhelming.

It's so simple but so powerful to me. This song describes exctly how I feel bout my Heavenly Father. The more I get to know Him, the more I see His hand in my life, and the closer I feel to Him. I have developed a relationship with God. I want to be as close to Him as the song describes. It's not about having a God that is full of rules and tells you what you can and can't do (which is how I viewed God before July of last year.) This song is about a personal love relationship with Him. Being able to feel his breaths and his heartbeat. What an awesome feeling that will be the day we can all experience that. Until then, I will sit back in awe of Him. My heart is so full (overwhelmed) by all that He has and is doing in my life.

Thank You, God, for all that You are doing in my life. Thank You for making me an example of what powerful things You can do in someone's life, how You can turn a horrible situation into a testimony to glorify You! I am Your intrusment. Use me to bring more souls to Your Kingdom. Let Your Will be done in my life. In Jesus' name, AMEN.